What do you do when loneliness seems to be taking you over? I think I'm a good person, but I've never had any true friends. People have told me I'm kind, and fun to be with. Yet, when I do make friends, they don't last. Just as I think I might have a good friend, they'll disappear out of my life just as fast as they appeared in my life. Why does that keep happening to me, I wonder? It makes me feel like I'm flawed in some way. Well, now that I'm suffering with depression, I can see that I'm flawed, and who wants to be around a sad depressed person? I'm not even trying to make friends these days, so now I'm even more steeped in loneliness. I can be surrounded by family, yet still be so very lonely. I hate feeling this way, but I don't know what to do about it. Anyone else feel like this? What do you do about it?
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