Things have been going pretty good. Now I just found out that my husband's boss was looking over what he's made this year and wants him to cut back his hours and discuss his salary. He was supposed to get a raise and we've been waiting for months. Now I'm betting he doesn't get a dime. How do these kinds of people live with themselves when they just dangle people's lives along on a string and yank us around whenever they want?! I feel like our life is out of our control and there's nothing we can do. Of course his boss isn't meeting with him until next week, so I have a week to worry about it. I can't help it. It's just too much sometimes. And times like these just seem to highlight the fact that I really have absolutely no one to talk to about stuff like this. Sure, I have friends. But the serious, soul baring kind of friend to call when life hits you? None. It's extremely depressing. My husband is out of town and I'm alone and just feel like going back to bed and staying there. I'm so upset.