I guess I'm just SO confused as to what life is supposed to be like. After being layed off earlier this year, I've received nothing but rejections to job applications. What am I doing wrong? All my efforts have produced nothing and I feel like such a failure. I'm watching my savings drift away. All my life's dreams are not even close to being reached. I know God doesn't give us more than we can handle, but how does that work with economic hardships in the world and the prices of everything sky rocketing. I don't even have insurance, for COBRA was still $300+ a month I don't have coming in. The world just doesn't make sense. People that don't have jobs, have to pay outrageous amounts to keep yourself well. And I can tell you first hand there's nothing like stressful times to help you get sick faster, change your body in ways you wouldn't think, and make you feel more depressed than you thought possible. It feels like forever, when are things gonna start looking up for me? My faith is only getting me so far these days. How do I find motivation and energy to keep me going?
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