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I am hurting so bad right now that I am shaking and crying but its not like some people care why I am, well that is why its in my journal for all to see. I am sick of being called a liar its like calling me a bitch or a whore or something horrible to me. You might as well just punch me. I am so mad people wont even listen to my side so I had to make a mean pissed off journal saying my peace about an Ex friend on here. Who has hurt others on purpose and herself not to mention her alters. She lies often all of her alters do too. And yet I am the one left crying because like usual she said she doesn't want me in her and her alters life's any longer and kind of treated me like I was her therapist and ended my services. To bad I thought I was her friend. I trusted her and she stabbed me in my heart. But no I am the bad person, I am the evil one. I am the liar. Such bull crap! How do you take people and treat them like that, oh yeah thats right your rich so your so used to that huh? God just so mad and sad right now. I got so much shit going on in my life that I cant even breathe, but I made time when I could for this person just to have them do as they have and spit in my face.
I am hurting so bad right now that I am shaking and crying but its not like some people care why I am, well that is why its in my journal for all to see. I am sick of being called a liar its like calling me a bitch or a whore or something horrible to me. You might as well just punch me. I am so mad people wont even listen to my side so I had to make a mean pissed off journal saying my peace about an Ex friend on here. Who has hurt others on purpose and herself not to mention her alters. She lies often all of her alters do too. And yet I am the one left crying because like usual she said she doesn't want me in her and her alters life's any longer and kind of treated me like I was her therapist and ended my services. To bad I thought I was her friend. I trusted her and she stabbed me in my heart. But no I am the bad person, I am the evil one. I am the liar. Such bull crap! How do you take people and treat them like that, oh yeah thats right your rich so your so used to that huh? God just so mad and sad right now. I got so much shit going on in my life that I cant even breathe, but I made time when I could for this person just to have them do as they have and spit in my face.
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My dad died several weeks ago. The death was quick, and he was elderly. My challenges are that I have several difficult memories of him. I am unable to share these memories with my loved ones. These were moments-in-time, and not a repetitive pattern. But, these moments-in-time made me distrust him. As a result, I was not close to him. During the funeral, I heard many people talk warmly about my...
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My dad died suddenly, unexpectedly, 4 weeks ago. We were super close. Everyone keeps saying to allow myself to "feel" my feelings. That it gets easier with time. I've gone through shock, disbeleif, denial, ANGER (SO MUCH anger) and just complete heartbreak. I returned to work, in a very stressful field 3 weeks ago. Most days I can hold it together, at least in front of people at work. Today I...
Sorry I just need to let this out before I get worse. I am so upset.
Be confident in who you are and your ability to be a good friend. What a few people think does NOT define you. There are plenty of people around on this site and others who are willing and able to be a good friend to you. In future try to find out if you actually CAN help a person before you commit yourself to having them depend on you. We are all here because we have problems and we want to give each other MUTUAL support to get better. Try not to become co-dependant on others, people aren't perfect so being that way will always end up in disappointment.
Try to dust yourself off and move on. Focus on why you are really here.. To get better and be happier, not to be brought down by others. You'll be just fine, don't worry :-)
He told people he was going to pick his friends the way people should, and they were free to choose as they saw fit.
Best of all, he raised me and my sister that way. Take the high road, it has less emotional baggage associated with it!
which, BTW is VERY VERY rare.
that's just far too many people in one for me to keep up with.
anyway...i was suspected of being two-faced. i know who and what i am.
if you're NOT a liar..them saying it...doesn't make it so.
All you can do is try to remember that it is they who are at fault and not you chick.....
Take care
x
((Hugs))
i have read and commented on your journal.
Adamx