Someone I have loved a lot, for a long time, a site member with mpd, depression, and all the usual suspects, has moved beyond the place of being comfortable with me. After an attempt to cheer her went horribly wrong tonight, I have deleted her from my ds friends list, and my Yahoo messenger list. She is not alone, or maybe I should really say they are not alone. I am unsure of what I am asking. I have made the best move I could make after prayer and meditation. I have memories that hurt a lot, but I am a pain eater, and I will get by. Have I done the right thing? Forty years age difference may have star crossed this thing from "hello". Anything will help. I need this off my heart. Thanks for listening.
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