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.... was by far the lowest I have ever felt. I have NEVER really had suicidal thoughts before. I've gone to sleep hoping not to wake up, but never actually thought about taking my own life. I was so scared because I couldn't control my emotions. I couldn't bottle it up any more. I can normally just take a deep breath and hold everything in. I've had an awful nights sleep and now I just feel ill. My emotions are in check but I think my body is suffering for it. I'm still here though. Thank you all who sent hugs and messages, and thanks to Toocool and Copsy for calling (sorry I didn't answer Copsy).
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Guiliano we are glad to hear you are back. You need to get a few nights sleep, have you considered sleeping tablets just for 2 or 3 days? when you feel less tired physically it becomes easier to deal with the hard things :) kisses
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I'm sorry last night was a bad night for you. You need to rest and take care of yourself physically, as it is so draining. Lots of ppl were worried about u, and we are all glad u are still with u today
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im glad ur ok good to see u here on the boards again fighting this love u hun oh and dont ignore me again lol only joking just glad ur ok big hugs xx
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r u ok now?
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I'm OK compared to last night Kirsty. I took sleeping tablets last night but they had no effect.
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glad your ok and back fighting the fight sometimes it is good to let the feelings through it doesn`t always help to bottle things up. I know i`ve done that myself. lots of hugs and love being sent your wayxx
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GUILLIANO - HOW MANY SLEEPIN TABLETS R WE TALKIN ???? dont make me come over there n beat ur ass with keith ! ;)
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Just 2 Toocool.... but you are welcome to come over and beat my arse anyway if you're feeling that way inclined x
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can i come to and join in with the arse whipping Im just in the mood for venting angerLOL
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lol no il wait til u buy me a bear 2 fight keith with...a STRONG bear not a weak-assed thing just so u win. glad abowt the 2....u had me worried 4 a sec.....u need 2 stop doin tht lol xxxxxxxxx
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glad your feeling a little better. sometimes we just need to sleep the feelings off.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
