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Last Message from ElCapitan

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Shotgun under my chin
never wanting to breath again
fractured mind
never allowed to heal
yes my fucking demons are real
shattered glass and bodies thrown
already decomposing on their own
look away while I save your life
you've never considered my strife
my life gets put on hold
while I help you grow old
a shiny badge that blinds
keeps the world from seeing
the darkness that binds.
ZAZAS
ZAZAS
I don't know, is this one of the lyrics he posts sometimes?
deleted_user
deleted_user
yep, his i think
deleted_user
deleted_user
i sure hope he is ok. wish he would let someone know. come back el captan. we need you here to keep us all straight.
deleted_user
deleted_user
hope he is okay
deleted_user
deleted_user
He's posted this before. I think the new search button was the final straw, but I believe he's been going through a tough holiday season this year, and I believe someone posted a thread not long ago calling him an attention-seeking bully, or something like that, which hurt him. He does come off as macho and loud at times, but he's got a heart of gold and is always the first to regret and want to apologize if his mood gets the better of him. I know he's been sincerely concerned about supporting people in pain, in addition to all the fun and jokes he brought with him comments.
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I know he's keeping intouch with some peeps on here.Can you tell him I hope he's well and am gonna miss him xx
rubyblue
rubyblue
He's doing fine peeps, he's strong, and I agree totally with Maridon, the man is a peach xx
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deleted_user
God bless him and keep him
deleted_user
deleted_user
He will be so missed by so many.
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Just popping in quick before hand, but I believe the reason he wanted me to post this is that it is his final goodbye from here.

He was a protector and guardian for those of us who were struggling & new.

But thanks to all the cowardly yellow belly aching by certain cretins, he is gone.
deleted_user
deleted_user
now the name calling is ruining this nice send off

peace
deleted_user
deleted_user
I saw that in his journal and took it lightly thinking it was another song he was posting. :( I hope it is and he doesn nothing stuipd.
deleted_user
deleted_user
HE WILL BE BACK.......
I ALSO AGREE WITH MARIDONS POST!!!
rubyblue
rubyblue
Again everyone, he is fine I spoke to him tonight xx
meandthebeast
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