I've been on lamictal now for several months. I'm currently at 100 mg. for a month or so and I feel terrible. I feel like crying all the time. Everything seems so hopeless. The psychiatrist wants to see me tonight where I suppose we'll revisit the whole med thing. I've already tried so many things that haven't worked. And it's so discouraging having to start again with something new. I know that about 30% of the population doesn't respond to meds so maybe I'm one of them. I just want to feel ok, is that too much to ask. Not to be so unhappy all of the time, so hopeless. I just wish I could see the light at the end of the tunnel because where I'm at right now it's so very dark.
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