after so many struggles, i thought that my life was getting better, only for it to be slammed back down again. As many of you may already know, My boyfriend of many years left me in my time of need last night, and i'm so alone. I have no friends to be here by my side; My entire body hurts; Nobody is calling to see if I'm okay. I'm just wondering why I'm even alive. Do I have a reason to live? No one is going to be there anymore for me, no one is going to hold me, kiss me, and tell me they love me. I'm all alone now. I just want my heart to stop beating. This is just regressing me to my previous stages of depression. I was doing so good. Why did he do this to me? I wish that I could forward time so that I could be happy. :(
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