Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I was always the good friend, or the perfect bf for some future girl they would talk about who never existed. "Someone out there will be blessed with you someday..." they said, but what they MEANT was "Someone out there will love who you are AND put up with your shortness."
I know love won't take it all away. I know I'll still hurt. But at least I'll feel I have a purpose in life other than to exist in a living hell of emotions. I'm sick of rejection. I'm sick of being the only guy I know who can't find someone. I don't want some meaningless physical relationship, I want love. I've never even kissed. I want so much to just find love.
But love doesn't want to find me, it's afraid of me. I just want to find that person to love, care about, cherish, and treat like she means everything to me, which she would...
I'm on my last legs here. Six flags and all their dang couples really tore into me yesterday. I've been torn raw.
~Chris
I know love won't take it all away. I know I'll still hurt. But at least I'll feel I have a purpose in life other than to exist in a living hell of emotions. I'm sick of rejection. I'm sick of being the only guy I know who can't find someone. I don't want some meaningless physical relationship, I want love. I've never even kissed. I want so much to just find love.
But love doesn't want to find me, it's afraid of me. I just want to find that person to love, care about, cherish, and treat like she means everything to me, which she would...
I'm on my last legs here. Six flags and all their dang couples really tore into me yesterday. I've been torn raw.
~Chris
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I know it's hard, but you must learn to love yourself first. (hugs)
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I am sorry that you are feeling so bad. Your post was very moving. Keep coming here to vent. Do you have a good therapist?
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Hey I know how you feel...I know that you don't want to hear it but hang in there...you sound like such an awesome guy, you will find your love & you will deserve it! :)
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
