Lost job, no insurance, feeling hopeless, depressed, not able to find work either over qualified or under qualified, wife doesn't understand how I feel. Sounds like a commercial but it's not its real life. I getting to the point that I don't know what to do. I have cut back on my meds to try and make them last. I have applied for a study in my area for Crohn's for free study meds they gave me a free colonostopy (yea) only problem is if chosen I have a 1 in 4 chance of getting a placebo and the meds are not approved by the FDA so if they work I can't get anymore. This is so depressing can't get much worse ( I hope).
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