Im feeling very tired, and like all my hopes for the future have gone out the window. Im wondering if i made a huge mistake with my ex boyfriend even if he did treat me bad, as he is happily married and im still struggling to find someone that will love me warts and all. My boyfriend now i think takes me for granted...his ear is constantly glued to his cellphone or we always have to be with at least three other members of his family! I dont know what to do anymore as im on the verge of tears again at work and have absolutely no energy to try to wear the mask and pretend im so happy i could just fly. Does anyone ever feel this way? maybe i should seek help...
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