im so down right now i just want to curl up and die...im tired of trying to fight tired of trying to find reasons to live tired of trying to figure myself out tired of hurting the ones who love me with my SI im tired of cutting on myself im tired of burning myself im tired of these thoughts in my head im tired of living im tired of not loving myself enough to care im tired of over medicating im tired of my life im tired of not being bright im tired of the voices in my head im tired of being depressed im tired of faking being happy im too tired to eat im too tired to get off this couch im tired of being tired
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