...where everything seems to bother me. Like my boyfriend watching a movie while he's on the phone with me. Normal occurance. Tonight...it just made me feel like shit. Like he didn't care and didn't want to talk to me. I even started to question if he really does love me. I was tempted to not even say "I love you" back to him when he said it. Which makes me feel even crappier than I felt before. Then he went to bed, while I'm here feeling like complete shit, further digging me into a fricking hole that I don't even know why I'm in in the first place. Gah. These nights seem to be getting more and more frequent again and I hate it. Maybe it's just stress from my new classes, which are pretty hard. I don't know. But I feel like I'm being a complete bitch to everyone and idk. I hate it...
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