Hey there I am new to the boards and have been looking for some online support for awhile. I had my first real melt down about 2 months ago and I still havent snapped out of it. I feel better now that i am taking meds but I just feel numb. I cant or dont and wont cry anymore. Does anyone ever feel just numb? I have allot of time on my hands and i just cant figure out what I want to do with my life. I feel lost. But feeling lost is starting to feel comfortable and I know that is not good. I have been very blessed in my life and should have a great atitude of gratitude but find it hard to muster up. I am glad i found this web site and look forward to meeting you all. And i do like to give hugs and get them SMILES
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