I am so bummed. I just can't believe how much people have forgotton about me. I don't go out much because I have gained alot of weight and ever sense my divorce 4 years ago, I really haven't even had a date. No one is intersted in me. It's not like I don't want to date, but then again I don't want to jump into bed with someone I just met either. Although not having any sex in 4 years, is a real downer in itself. Any ways back to my story, I went up town to the town fest and no one would hardly talk to me. And I felt really uncomfortable. All I wanted to do is go back home to my little refuse and be safe inside my home. I just don't fit in anymore and I know I could die inside these walls and no one would even bother to look. If it wasn't that my kids would find me, no one else would even know the difference. It's nice that you know that you have made such a big impact on people. I guess I'm just having the poor pitiful me's..... sorry folks it happens
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