8 months pregnant. Went off lexapro. I have crazy mood swings and most ofthe time I don't know if it's prgnancy or the depression. i have low self esteem. I know that. Well Saturday was my baby shower. Only 2 people came. My sister threw it for me. My husbands family didn't even acknowlege it. I really didn't think my friends would do that. Nobody RSVP'd. Well all that did was validate how I feel. Which is like crap. I don't like myself. How can anyone else like you then? It wasn't the gifts. It was the total disregard for me. I know that sounds selfish but it really hurt my feelings. what should have been a happy weekend turned out to be a huge downer. Then I started thinking my sister messed up and didn't send them all out...the invitations. I don't know. I have been crying since Saturday. owell. such is my life.
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