I'm 20 years old, I'm 6'3 195 pounds, and have a pretty good build, I'm smart, funny, usually positive, and good looking(i'm not trying to be conceded, i'm just sayin). I don't understand why i suffer from depression and anxiety to the extent that I have in the past, and am right now. I've wasted most of my post high-school life with drinking, drugs and alcohol which is why I'm still living at home with my parents and my older siblings are all moved out. I've suffered with depression/anxiety officially since I was 16. My anxiety and feelings of self-worthlessness have been overwhelming lately. Probably because I just broke my ankle 6 weeks ago and lost my job because of it. I hardly hang out with people even tho I'm just sitting around the house feeling sorry for myself. I want to do fun things, but I've pushed a lot of people away and rarely receive calls to do anything because I've also quit smoking weed and partying. Luckily I have a girlfriend that I'm crazy about, but I haven't had a chance to see her in 2 days. Someone please cheer me up somehow
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