i've taken some of my tablets of oxazepam to try and calm me down, they havn't started working yet i hope they do soon. I'm feeling really really dark and just want to end it i can't handle this pain anymore. I had a talk/fight with my partner about everythign that going one with both of us and i know she now feels really bad for not being supportive enough of me. I can't handle feeling like this for another few weeks until it kicks in. like i really can't, i just want to stop feeling all together man that would be nice. My gf freaked out a bit cause i told her exactly how i'm feeling so i'm now seeing my doc tonight hopefully i will make it that far. every minute seems like hours at the moment i just want it all to end. i have the perfect cocktail i could mix up and it's really looking inviting right now
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