i've taken some of my tablets of oxazepam to try and calm me down, they havn't started working yet i hope they do soon. I'm feeling really really dark and just want to end it i can't handle this pain anymore. I had a talk/fight with my partner about everythign that going one with both of us and i know she now feels really bad for not being supportive enough of me. I can't handle feeling like this for another few weeks until it kicks in. like i really can't, i just want to stop feeling all together man that would be nice. My gf freaked out a bit cause i told her exactly how i'm feeling so i'm now seeing my doc tonight hopefully i will make it that far. every minute seems like hours at the moment i just want it all to end. i have the perfect cocktail i could mix up and it's really looking inviting right now
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??