i've taken some of my tablets of oxazepam to try and calm me down, they havn't started working yet i hope they do soon. I'm feeling really really dark and just want to end it i can't handle this pain anymore. I had a talk/fight with my partner about everythign that going one with both of us and i know she now feels really bad for not being supportive enough of me. I can't handle feeling like this for another few weeks until it kicks in. like i really can't, i just want to stop feeling all together man that would be nice. My gf freaked out a bit cause i told her exactly how i'm feeling so i'm now seeing my doc tonight hopefully i will make it that far. every minute seems like hours at the moment i just want it all to end. i have the perfect cocktail i could mix up and it's really looking inviting right now
Posts You May Be Interested In
Hi all! This is for those of you that have or have had the same neurologist for 4 years or more. I have been with mine now since 2009. He is one of the best movement disorder secialists in the midwest. I know he is extremely busy on the lecture circuit now and in fact not taking new patients there is a huge waiting list for him. BUT.... I feel like my visits are not what they use to be. He...
I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...