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just got the call....

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Now that I'm done puking my guts out,from being so upset, I need to get some kinda help. I just got the call from a lawyer. I have to be outof my home by oct 30th. Thanks to this mother fuckin disease, I've not only lost my job, my son, my home, etc. I have nowhere to go or nowhere to keep all my stuff. I've lived here for 17 years. It's not just a house, it's my home. I'm soooo far down. No stoppin the cryin or thoughts of ending everything. I've been stock-piling pills for just such an occasion. I'm not saying I WILL use them, I'm just saying, I've been saving them. Please, don't jump all over my shit about the pills ! Either way, after this weekend is over, you guys won't be hearing fromme for a while. I have no idea what to do !!!! This is probably the worst place my head's ever been. I'm lost. -- Melissa --
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I wish I knew what to say. I will be thinking and praying for you.
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Like sja, I don't know what to say except wish you luck and hope you stay strong to deal with this. :(
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oh melissa, i am so sorry that this is happening to you...i wish i could help you....is there nothing you can do to save your house?? no one to ask for help, family, friends, no government agency such as social assistance or disability, nothing.....
i wont jump all over you for the pills as long as you dont tell me that you have a plan to take them all today.....
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Stay strong ???? You gotta be kidding !! I'm only human !!!
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jann, I'm not promiseing anything, but as of this moment, I don't plan on it though.
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Im sorry i really dont know what to say. Im thinking of you
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HUGS
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I am so sorry Hd...I wish to God there was something I could do for you...I hate that you are going threw all of this...I know this may be not very comforting and you may not feel like it is much, but I will keep you in my prayers..I am sooo sorry sweetie, I really am
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do you have a friend you could stay with while you sort your life out?? you need a safe place, stating the obvious, i know. seems like the first step, find a friend, family member, shelter? sending you calm and clear thoughts to help you through...
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well fair enough so you wont take them right now.....now what about the help i was talking about??? i bet you already tried that eh??
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Im going to send you some messages in answer to this,dont feel able to say it on here,is that ok.x
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My only family is my mom and that's not an option. I WILL NOT go to a shelter. My best friend said she has a spare bedroom. I don't wanna go there & be a burden. Plus when ya move in with a friend I've seen too many times, it ruins the friendship for good. Plus her husband's a bum & is home doin nuthin all the time.
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jbn... I can't get into my messages at all.... how can I get my email to anyone here ?
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Ok,Itl have to be here then.Why are you losing your house for start and which country are you in.I thought uk when I saw Reading,but not sure what PA stands for(excuse my ignorance)Are you in USA?
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HD, I got a note on my house as well. A really firm warning letter letting me know that I had 30 days to satisfy them. It is hard and you and I are not alone. Lots of people here are going through the same thing we are. Somehow, you will get through this. Not just words...I am telling myself this as well. Dont let the depression drive you to take those pills.Please. My family is worried for me and were just here asking me to come home with them for a little while with my kids. I am taking them up on it when my husband leaves. I am locking this place up and leaving for awhile. I know it is the safest decision I can make. Do you have family around to help you whether it is financial help or support? Please be strong. You are not alone.
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