I just got finished talking to 'Trish' with the national suicide prevention center. She referred me to this group so here I am! Yesterday was my mothers birthday (she's deceased) and it was really hard. Aside from people I pay (psychiatrist and therapist) I don't really have a support system and was feeling pretty helpless. I was diagnosed w MDD about 25 years ago. My doc switched my meds, and its only been a week, but I feel so bad emotionally.
This past summer I had 2 major surgeries and got remarried. My husband is very controlling and wouldn't let me go to the hospital tonight because I'm unemployed and we don't really have the money from all my medical bills. Yes, he actually said that!! I'm at my wits end! I have no one besides him which makes it hard if I ever want to leave. I'm also a mom and struggling to care for them as well.
Anyway...thanks for reading. My hope is that I won't feel so alone
Well can you say Chicken and Shrimp baked Ziti
If things work out, I am going to mow the yard. Have to go get gas first--used the last in the can a week ago. I noticed the grass is pretty high for only a week. I need to check the other stump tomorrow and see if I can get it out. It is pine wood. I may keep it for drift wood project. Mom had a pretty good day today but last night was not so hot. Anyway, she is good tonight. We...