i'm fed up of all this crap. I can't sleep at night and when it's time to get up all i want to do is sleep. I only seem to be happy when i'm cutting myself, i feel the cool sharp blade sqeaking through my skin and everything seems alright as the blood runs, i feel alive. Nothing works, not family, not friends, not doctors. Where else can i go apart from death. Just want it all to go away and never come back.
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