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just f'n.....w/e

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so here i am....
just sitting here, eating some mini doughtnuts and crying.
yep my life is still shitty.
i haven't been on here in about a month.
(hi everyone...im ok, just blah)
tonight im soooooo fuckin low and wont stop crying.
my kids are over at my mom's tonight.
and after 3 months of Dan (my husband who just up'd & walked out)
:(
i still feel sooooooooooo lonely and sad.
i know my babies love me, and they are proud of me.
but being single really sux ass.
after 10 years of marraige, and.....grrr its just fuckin lonely.
tv sux, going out sux, yay for daily strength i guess.......
i feel like im never gonna ever have my family again, and i know i wont, but....i just hate being alone, and "just a mom".
my heart is so filled for my babies and yet so empty for me..........blah
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hugs and what does not happen today happens tomorrow!life does get better!
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I am truly sorry to hear of your troubles!! I will say though that your babies are wonderful for you to have!!!! I have been alone for a long time .... it really stinks and I tell you I truly regret that I never had kids!!!! At this point in life I find myself facing extremely dangerous neck surgery next month .... alone!!! By alone.... I really truly mean alone!!! Outside or the fact that I have no spouse or significant other along with no children, but I have as well lost my mother my father and my older brother.... my only brother. Hence this leaves my self and my younger sister in Colorado and myself in Texas! SO I KNOW what truly being alone is... sadly!!! I guess my point is... treasure those babies for you not only have them now ..... but at my age (51) and even in your later years you at least will have your children, thus you will not be alone!!! Be thankful ...because to really be alone is horrible just horrible!!!!! I truly empathize so much with the loneliness that you feel!!!! I hope that my story can at least make you feel a little less alone!!!!
I wish you the best of luck and tremendous happiness in your near future......um....I mean like as early as tomorrow!!!

God bless and good luck !!!
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Being a Mother is the most important job on earth.
Hugs to you, hun.
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God made mothers because he couldn't be every were at once

*smile it helps*
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I'm so sorry hun, I know how hard this is.
Hugs!
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