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so here i am....
just sitting here, eating some mini doughtnuts and crying.
yep my life is still shitty.
i haven't been on here in about a month.
(hi everyone...im ok, just blah)
tonight im soooooo fuckin low and wont stop crying.
my kids are over at my mom's tonight.
and after 3 months of Dan (my husband who just up'd & walked out)
:(
i still feel sooooooooooo lonely and sad.
i know my babies love me, and they are proud of me.
but being single really sux ass.
after 10 years of marraige, and.....grrr its just fuckin lonely.
tv sux, going out sux, yay for daily strength i guess.......
i feel like im never gonna ever have my family again, and i know i wont, but....i just hate being alone, and "just a mom".
my heart is so filled for my babies and yet so empty for me..........blah
just sitting here, eating some mini doughtnuts and crying.
yep my life is still shitty.
i haven't been on here in about a month.
(hi everyone...im ok, just blah)
tonight im soooooo fuckin low and wont stop crying.
my kids are over at my mom's tonight.
and after 3 months of Dan (my husband who just up'd & walked out)
:(
i still feel sooooooooooo lonely and sad.
i know my babies love me, and they are proud of me.
but being single really sux ass.
after 10 years of marraige, and.....grrr its just fuckin lonely.
tv sux, going out sux, yay for daily strength i guess.......
i feel like im never gonna ever have my family again, and i know i wont, but....i just hate being alone, and "just a mom".
my heart is so filled for my babies and yet so empty for me..........blah
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I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
I wish you the best of luck and tremendous happiness in your near future......um....I mean like as early as tomorrow!!!
God bless and good luck !!!
Hugs to you, hun.
*smile it helps*
Hugs!