welllast night i at in my room a cryed my eys out for about an hour the next minute i was calm and was able to got to sleep then i woke up at 4 in the morning having an anxiety attack and had to take ativan to get me back to sleep, then when i woke agian bout 8 still anxious and had to take another one i just dnt no what is worng with me anymore i can understand why i am like this and the thoughts of have i just cant cope anymore i am running on a thin line, to top it all my agressive brother is out of prison today and i am worried i will be hurt from him, why am i like this why can i be in floods of tears over nothinhg and the next i am calm or laughing
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