I'm so disgusted with myself. I did it again. I avoided homework and studying as much as possible and now I'm paying the price because there is no way I can get a b in math, I failed economics, and computers is a toss up between b and c, depending on if I crap out this week or not. I avoided it because I'm so disgusted with myself. I'm STILL in college. I'm embaressed and ashamed. I feel like a loser, just a joke. i'm gonna be 28 this year and have nothing to show for it. I have a crappy job, still live with my parents and have been in and out of school for 10 years. I'm such a total loser. I hate when anyone asks about school. I avoid the subject because I'm so embaressed I'm still in school. I've ruined my whole fucking life.
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