my life is going out of control. my room mate at the shelter wont let me sleep in the room cause im screaming in my sleep. my nightmares are just so bad. im moving sometime in the next 2 weeks. im just so scared. i been cutting again. and last night i took over dose of my sleeping pills. i jsut want this all to end. its just too much for me. i feel so weak, and stupid. and i try to be strong for all my freinds on here but i cant anymore. im so sorry to everyone i let down.
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