Lots have happened in the last 2 weeks and I just seem to not be able to catch a break... My family found out about my SI and I went to a doc and he put me on Prozac... My classmate died from Leukemia on Sunday and I went to the funeral Wednesday.... I haven't been totally myself since... The depression just seems to be getting worse at the moment and I am now physically and mentally sick at the same time.... I just want to cry and let it all out... I want someone to hold me and tell me its going to be alright and that they care..... I just don't feel like things are getting any better... Maybe its the Prozac and maybe I am just being paranoid, but I just feel so sick at the moment.... I don't understand why I have to feel this way all the time..... :~(
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