I can't stay on, my family's here. But I am so scared right now. I'm terrified that I'm returning to the point where I was hospitalized, and I can't pull myself up. I can't really talk to my family because they don't get it...it's Like shouldn't she be over this already. I'm scared my life is going to stay as it is right now, and I'll hate myself, and be alone and never be loved again. And i dont want to stay tjat way i don't want to stay alive that way. if my life is going to be total crap then just let me go slready. It's one of thgoise days I wish id be hit by a car or something. I promised my kids i wouldnt do anything to my self, but they have no idea what i feel. why can't it just change? why cant life look up for a change. why do i keep feeling like a total failure why won't anyone love me
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...