I have been really stress out with a lot of things. I also have a lot on my mind these days. I have been think about my past lately and it really suck. I do not sleep at night. I stay up to 3 or sometimes 5:30 in the morning and then get up at 10:30 in the morning. I have been really tired. I wish I could see a therapist, but no health ins. it look like i am not see any therapist anytime soon. I have no job, so money to pay for therapist for me. I am look for a job that has benefits. My past has final caught up to me. I should of deal with it when I was younger. I think it is time for me to start talk about my past and stop hide from it. I have to learn to be nice to myself and kind. It is go to take time, but I have to work on it. Thanks for listen everyone.
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