there is way tooooo much family drama in my life. can't handle the stress anymore and just want them to let me be. they won't let me be which causes anxiety and depression for me. they become angry and defensive. then i just feel guilty about wanting to be left alone in peace. they think i should just snap out of it and pull myself together. thank goodness my husband is there for me 100% of the time. my meds help also but my dr. says i need to remove all of the stress from my life. they don't understand that they are the stress and it is very difficult to talk to them about it. with them, it is 1 thing after another. it never ends.
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