Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
hallo everybody.
this is kind of off topic, but i need a little advice. till a few days ago i thought i had the job of my dreams. i was working in a stable, mostly with the 2 year old horses which are just being started to be ridden. i have loved horses all my life and been riding for a very long time. today was the first day that i actually had to get on some horses that have never been ridden before. they went completely nuts. i got bucked off about 5 times. one of them through me into the wall, and one of them even landed on me. i was scared to death. but it has always been my dream to start my own stable and train horses for other people. so i dont just want to give up. but i was really scared for the first time that i ever got on a horse today. i dont want to get killed. the other side to it is, that i am from germany and legally not allowed to work. the owner pays me under the table. so if i would quit, i dont think i would find another job and i need the money (i am also going to university). please let me know what you think. i really dont knwo what to do....but my whole boddy hurts like hell...
this is kind of off topic, but i need a little advice. till a few days ago i thought i had the job of my dreams. i was working in a stable, mostly with the 2 year old horses which are just being started to be ridden. i have loved horses all my life and been riding for a very long time. today was the first day that i actually had to get on some horses that have never been ridden before. they went completely nuts. i got bucked off about 5 times. one of them through me into the wall, and one of them even landed on me. i was scared to death. but it has always been my dream to start my own stable and train horses for other people. so i dont just want to give up. but i was really scared for the first time that i ever got on a horse today. i dont want to get killed. the other side to it is, that i am from germany and legally not allowed to work. the owner pays me under the table. so if i would quit, i dont think i would find another job and i need the money (i am also going to university). please let me know what you think. i really dont knwo what to do....but my whole boddy hurts like hell...
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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Has anyone tried these supplements? Do they give MGers more quality of life by improving memory and overall well being?Thanks!Barbel
Also, since this is your first time, you are probably scared. I know it takes a while to learn how to tame a horse or when it starts to buck, to calm it down and remain on it without getting the shit kicked out of you.
There are other stables in KS/MO you can check in to in the mean time and see how they pay and what the work is like there.
I think if you stick with it, you'll look past this as a huge hurdle you had to jump over and you'll appreciate the strength you had to get over the hurdle and move on. And seriously, appreciate that fear you had, and if you stick with it and become more comfortable with the work, don't let all the fear leave you. Sounds like a dangerous job, and the fear can keep you cautious and level-headed. I think you'll be great.