How in the hell do you deal with a job that makes you want to kill everybody including yourself in a 10 mile radius? How do you do it? I gotta know....because I am in a bad position with jobs and have to hold this one, I just hate it more than life itself...what can I do other than find a new job? That is not an option for me...sadly, there is a law restricting minors from many jobs that are worth a shit. Mommy and daddy are supposed to take care of their kids until they are 18 and they don't have to have a self supporting job. Unfortunately that is not my case. I have to pay for everything I need and it's not going to happen. All this I have now, a place to live, internet, electricity, gas money, car insurance...all of it is about to go bye bye. I can't do anything about it other than just stay at this hell hole of a job and hopefully be able to live in my car and not get pulled over for out of date tags and no insurance or renewed license.
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