I really don't know what to do anymore. I know I have a bad case of depression and I can't do anything about it. I am in constant pain all the time and my body aches all the time, and my thoughts always roam around death and what it would feel like, but I know its the wrong thing to do. I can't talk to anyone or explain what is going on with me, and if I try to they just look at me in the wrong way and think of me as a weird person so nothing here is helping me. I can't sleep anymore and nothing seems to work, nothing at all. I stay up for long hours and when I need to sleep I have to force myself to do so, and it doesn't last long only a couple of hours and then I wake up. Everything just really hurts.
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