Have you ever felt like you werent you? Like to me Im the girl with the dyed hair, tattoos and piercings. I had to take all my piercings out because they werent professional. I miss haveing them. They were me and what I liked and what i wanted. But now that Im 20 its not professional so Im told. But I dont see myself have a job were it matters if i have piercings or not. All together i had 8 piercings. I had my eye brow twice, my labret, monroe, side of muy lip, nose twice, and belly button. Im not syaing I want all 8 of them again but my nose and my eye brow I want back. I want me back. This may sound stupid but I dont feel like myself I dont feel like Lauren. I feel like this person Im forced to be thata i dont want to be. I know Im 20 now and i will 21 soon and I need to grow up so people say.DO I make any sense? What do you think of all this?
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