I have just been so confused. Which would probably expalain why I've been all over this board the last couple of days. I'm just so close to giving up. Life just seems to keep going downhill quicker and quicker. I feel like I'm on a sled going down a ski slope on a patch of slick ice. I started out writing a suicide note last night and just keep adding to it. I'm scared to death to tell my counselor. I told one of my workers but they think I'm fine now so....I don't know if this is hello......or if it is simply a goodbye. For those who know me and tried to help me thank you.
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