My friends & family...that no matter how much they want me to and no matter how much they support me I just can't get over this, it just keeps on going and going. I almost feel as though it'd be better if I didn't have such amazing people in my life, because then I wouldn't have to feel so guilty about being this way all the time. I feel like all I'm doing is letting them down no matter what. They just want me to be okay but I'm not.
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