I am SO tired of living this way. I am always miserable, sad, and depressed. My life is a never ending cycle of bullshit and I don't want to deal with it anymore. All I have to talk to is the people here, my girlfriend doesn't want to hear my problems. So, fuck it. I've thought several times today of seriously ending it after she goes to work. It's to the point where I just don't care anymore.
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