
Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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i have suffered from depression for 24 years and has time has gone on i have dealt with things well just say not in the best way i drink to much (just another form of self harm!!!) and this helps to stop the feeling but not the mind trying to understand why i am depressed.
sometimes i wish that i was stupid and my brain would not try to understand why basicaly it's that i know what causes or at leaset what sparkes it off so i can see the reason. as a trained counsellor i try to work things out on my own.
i dont have any friends because i don't want people to see me like this so i don't make friends,
i have done everything kept diaries took pills done yoga , meditaion but nothing stops it coming back,
sometimes i wish i could end this feelings and live a normal life be able to find some and be like everyone else.
i hate feeling alone i hate my sexuality because that stops me being normal although i have accepted that i am gay i sabortarge relations because i feel that i am not worthy of being loved
does any one have any clues or understand how i feel need a friend
sometimes i wish that i was stupid and my brain would not try to understand why basicaly it's that i know what causes or at leaset what sparkes it off so i can see the reason. as a trained counsellor i try to work things out on my own.
i dont have any friends because i don't want people to see me like this so i don't make friends,
i have done everything kept diaries took pills done yoga , meditaion but nothing stops it coming back,
sometimes i wish i could end this feelings and live a normal life be able to find some and be like everyone else.
i hate feeling alone i hate my sexuality because that stops me being normal although i have accepted that i am gay i sabortarge relations because i feel that i am not worthy of being loved
does any one have any clues or understand how i feel need a friend
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i would seek out therapy geared toward lesbian and gay issues..
being gay, doesn't make u ABnormal! lol in fact, some of my friends think I'M the ABnormal one for being hetero!!! lol :) smile baby..be kind to yourself xoxo Di
Why do you hate that part of you?It's normal you know?Maybe not where you live but am so used to it in my world...I got a gaydar for women,not so good on the men as they are all becoming a lil effeminate straight or notxx
You have to accept yourself for a start x x
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