i thought my volunteering would help me not be so depressed. The thing is while i am doing it im so busy i am ok. Yhen i get in the car and just start crying. Today i was to volunteer and just could not go.I have some meds i just take and go to sleep. When i wake up i just take mmore so i can go back to sleep. I dont know if i am going to get through this anymore. I am sad 99%of the time.Its 8 so i can go to bed. been up since 4 thats long enough. It does not get better for any period of time long enough to even go on anymore. I just wish i could go to sleep and have it e forever. Im not saying im going to do that just that i would like to. idont see my dr till the 17th.I am tired of eing lonely and sad
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