No matter what anyone says, what they do, what I do, the pain, the hurt, the heartbreak, is still there, I Miss sox so much. I feel so alone, getting into bed without him there. When I come in from my last cigarette, I am use to saying, "come on sox, bed time" I had to catch myself because I said it yesterday, and I felt so sad, and I cried and cried. I decided to go to school today....M I S T A K E!!!! Everyone was asking me what happened, how was I, It took all I had to put on a Brave face, and act like I was fine. I just feel so alone without my best friend.
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