Yesterday something came out in the open that that I had been saying for months and was bashed for many times. I was called crazy ,a bad mother, and many other things. But I had gotten over it because I knew I was not lying. When I saw the person actually admit they lies I didn't feel the way I though I would. I feel like total shit because so many people have gotten hurt. Instead of thinking "I told you so" my heart was breaking for the one's that have been hurt even though there was nothing else I could do. I guess what I am tring to say is that sometimes being right don't feel good. It really has me depressed and when I saw what happened it actually sent me into a panic attack.
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