I'm having some serious issues lately. For about the last month, I have felt nothing, done very little, and hardly slept. I've had depression for a long time, but it seems so different this time like there really is no hope. I've stopped taking my meds because they were making things worse. I don't feel like I have anyone to turn to. My family does not believe in mental illness. To them, it is a matter of willpower or laziness. My friends think a psychiatrist or different meds are easy fixes. Medicines always have had adverse effects on me...I can't even take the sleeping pills the doc gave me 'cause I slept for threee days straight on 20mg! Every psychiatrist I've ever seen has said I have situational depression, just change the situation. Well, I've made tremendous changes in the last 2 years. There's very little left that I could change and still be me. I guess I just need to know I'm not the only one who feels this way.
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