i can feel myself slipping away and falling away from everything. made a decision, can't face it. can't deny it. can't forget it. hurt people, let people down, destroyed relationships. i haven't been able to breathe right. i can't eat without feeling sick to my stomach, i can't get up and do anything. i'm completely exhausted from crying for hours at a time. too exhausted to move. too exhausted to care. I don't know how to get out of feeling like this. i feel like crap. and i don't know what to do now. i feel like staying away from DS and all other human contact. but idk if that's good for me or worse. i just don't know anymore.
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