Is this how your suppose to go through life, feeling like every day you have to ask yourself how your feeling? I feel so horrible about myself, that it's no wonder my husband doesn't want to be around me. When you look in the mirror and the person looking back at you doesn't look like the person you should be or doesn't feel like the person you feel you should be. How is it you can go through your entire life, and not know who you are & what you want. I don't think that I have felt so low in a while, but I need words of wisdom to get through this day. I hate that my husband reminds me to lock the door everyday, i hate that he tells me how i should think, and that he's always so controlling.......I need to feel normal even if just for a day! I would appreciate any advice on how you can wake up and just be ready for the day, instead of waking up in a haze, and feeling like your going through life as a robot? Is there such a thing as normal, or is it just fantasy land? I have such a hard time believing that this is all there is to life. I know you make your own happiness, but what do you do when you know what would make you happy, could very possible make someone else unhappy? I feel like a coward going through life with my head buried in the sand so deep, that it would change the world as we know it, if I ever pulled it out!! Has anyone else out there ever felt like this? I hope I can get advice from someone who has ever felt like this, because this sucks so bad, and I just don't know how to pull myself out of this funk!!
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