I hate my life. I only have like 5 true friends. and only 3 are the same religion as me. my other friends are completly against christian. and i just hate my life. i am having boy problems. i am abused. i live with only my mom. my [[only]] cousins death haunts me when my eyes shut and i havent slept well for the past 8 years. i am tired as hell but i cant stand seeing how my cousin died over and over. i also cut. just so i can feel warmth. and the warmth of my blood isnt the best but it works. i want to feel warmth from something. and mostly from my dad. but he left me when i was a child. and he called me when i was 5 and just TODAY!!! i cant stand it. it caused me so much pain. i just want to die. and escape my pain... help me
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