hi it me again. the loser that is going thru a hard time in her life. let me start with me and my husband. we love each other very much. put we have so many things that we are going thru right now. i will give you an example: he is living with me and his brother. every other day he is not home. me and him did talk about the reasons that we should have time apart. for all the years that we have been together we really never faced our prombles. because we always put the kids first and left our marriage in the back of our minds. now that the kids are all grown. it is time that we fess up to our marriage. when he is home i feel safe. i miss him so much. i know that he missed me also. we are always text each other. i feel that the person that i text loves me more then the person that comes home to visit. i know that sounds weird and stupid. i just do not know what to do our say to bring him truly back to me. we always put the kids first and know it is the time that we put use first and it is hard for the both of us. that i the reason that i want to know if love is enough.
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