I am only 19 and already work about 80 hours a week I come home tired to an empty cold house and wonder if this pain is worth it anymore I have no friends anymore since i moved away a year ago I have no hobbies because i have no time for anything but work and sleep well laying in bed until about 3am and back to work i go, but now I am wondering is it worth it? the emotional and physical pain I endure having no one or nothing but my paycheck and some work boots i guess money wont buy me anything more than a tank of gas and some ciggarettes this must be my destiny because for some reason no one wants anthing to do with me i wish i could fall asleep and drift for eternity never to relive this kind of hurt again
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