Is it selfish to want to do things with your spouse that you want to do, but he doesn't, even if you do things that he wants to do whether you want to or not. I don't bitch about doing it, I just want to be able to spend time with him. Unfortantely, he makes me feel like he doesn't want to be around me. I think he even doesn't want me to be around him even when he's at home. We've been married 18 years and he's went out on me 4 times, I've forgiven him and moved past that, but everytime he ignores me, I think, maybe he's doing it again. He still wants to have sex, but I need to feel that he loves me and his actions don't say it, he says it, but do you think that it's only because I tell him first? I don't know. He's a bully too, but I think that it's been over for so long, I just think we're going through the motions. I feel very empty! Please be honest, I need to know if maybe I'm just being selfish!
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