that because my ex f@#$ed up my mind so bad that now i'd rather look for support on here than from my own family or friends? its so bad that i'd rather be on here than see my boyfriend. my mind is so brainwashed that i believe this man will do the same thing to me so i refuse to let myself fall in love,get married,or have kids. thats how badly my ex mind @#$%ed me. has anyone experienced this? i feel bad everyday because i have this good hearted man in my life now and i still don't believe anything he says to me beacause i feel i will just get shitted on again. please tell me this is a normal feeling, or i think i need to go back to counseling again :(
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