currently waiting on surgery and my anxiety is so high lately, and i feel overwhelmed by so much emotions.
is it normal to feel depressed pre-surgery?
it does scare me, not being in control of it all, and not knowing what will happen. today was one of the worst, having an argument with my boyfriend and listening to the possible procedures with my surgeon put me on the edge. I guess im just looking for faith despite the pain. its numbing and paralyzing. And I cant help feel selfish.
dont know what to think, maybe a reason to smile? but i cant seem to think of any at the moment. Maybe I just have to let myself be depressed.
Im feeling really anxious tonight and Im not sure why. My Sunday School class had our Christmas party today after church. It was really fun. We had a tough discussion in class though, about family. Lots of families in the Bible are dysfunctional at best. From my perspective the story we talked about today encouraged my hopelessness. And I wasn’t shy about that though I wasn’t specifically...
A friend of mine sent me this video and it made me laugh, so I thought I'd share. : )https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFptlmGCOVI